The voices

August 13, 2007

Ava_and_daddy_028_copy So…during this photo shoot….Ava pooped on me….peed on me three times….spit up on me, I feel like I’m leaving something out. 

It felt good to be back at Sunset yesterday.  I had really missed being there.  I was rusty to say the least….weak vocally, didn’t lead the band very well, but…..nonetheless…it was so good to be back.

Today Macy and I took down a yellow jacket bee hive.  Well, I did.  Macy came out when I was pretty much done to assess the damage.  I think they are just going to rebuild it.  It was pretty big.  About the size of a volleyball.  I used a garden hose from long range. 

I’m on a bit of a crusade.  When Ted Roberts was at our church, he talked about the voices in your head that whisper discouragement, failure, destruction.  He talked about defining those voices, and figuring out where they come from, what happened in your life for the voices to start.  Well, let me be the first to tell you, I have those voices ALL THE TIME.  But honestly…..I don’t know what life event some of  mine point to.  Which bugs me.  Wish I could just say, "Oh…well my dad left."  Or…"It all goes back to the accident."   But I don’t have those things, the obvious ones anyway.   So its going to take some work.  I’m seriously considering counseling.  Wonderful thing to put in a blog huh?   Anyone know of a good one they would recommend?




  1. We’re all messed up.

    Everyone here seems to like Dr. Phil.

    And, he’s close to your office 🙂

  2. I have these voices too..remember my infamous blog? I listed them! At least in part. I don’t have any idea where mine came from either. Maybe we all need counseling. =)

  3. I second Jos’ recommendation of Dr Phil. He helped me through a very dark time, and I don’t know if I could have made it without him.

    And she’s right…you can’t beat the location 🙂


  4. I’ve got a good one on speed dial, if you want him. Seriously, we’re all messed up little buggers.

  5. I think I’ve basically been forbidden to speak of such things, but your bicep is GINORMOUS in this photo…
    and on the topic of voices in your head, when you’re wired open enough to hear God’s voice, you’ll hear others…
    heart you and glad you’re back

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